Overall, the trip was great. But she has more deep seated issues that she needs professional help for and that I can no longer deal with. There is no reason to tolerate her lies, false accusations, intolerance, racism, and gaslighting. It's better for me that I tell her to get out of my life. I also mentioned that if she comes to my house uninvited, I'll have her arrested for trespassing. I want nothing more to do with her. It's sad. Her family is wonderful.Yikes! I did see your pictures. I am hopeful you enjoyed the trip despite this nastiness. Good riddance to that travel partner I say.
Rough day.
Kinda hitting a wall where everything that does not include being horizontal will result in physical punishment. #fatigue
Was an idiot earlier this week and went for a little hike with the huskies. Days later…
I’ve fairly been physically active for most of my life. Nasty habit, apparently.
Quite an interesting day in work shall we say. Mentally frazzled but we go again tomorrow and I'm (currently) quite enjoying the adversity and constant plate spinning / fire fighting.
Liking only in that glad to hear from you. I find allowing myself times to swear like a sailor or Roy Kent for a bit before pulling back to a demeanor suitable for being around others (kinda) is helpful once in a while.I am really really really fatigued (radiation) and am grumpy as fuck (steroids).
Liking only in that glad to hear from you. I find allowing myself times to swear like a sailor or Roy Kent for a bit before pulling back to a demeanor suitable for being around others (kinda) is helpful once in a while.
Well let's just add to it. We are in a licensing survey and just did my part, the building tour for safety and security. The surveyor, on 3 separate occasions, just made up some random shit to tag me on and I'm not allowed to correct her. If I did correct her it is likely that she'll just make it even worse so it's ultimately not worth it. What I can do is explain to those above me that will see the report why it is wrong. It's just infuriating. I'm writing a plan of correction for something that doesn't need correcting.
I get that this week. The reality of all of this is kind of sinking in and I feel like I’m in a defiant dirge mode. Meaning experiencing the dirge with a determination to move forward surfacing once in a while within all that.
After several years and submitting thousands of job applications, I received an email from a local small town to set up an interview next week. Just reading it put an instant metric ton of anxiety on me, and I almost never experience anxiety nor fear. I call the HR director to set up the interview and they already had me scheduled, which is a good sign...I hope. I felt much better after the brief phone call.
I'm incredibly grateful to finally be considered. I know not to get my hopes up, but I remain optimistic. I usually interview well since I'm not the stereotypical introverted IT geek.