Mental health check-in

Yikes! I did see your pictures. I am hopeful you enjoyed the trip despite this nastiness. Good riddance to that travel partner I say.
Overall, the trip was great. But she has more deep seated issues that she needs professional help for and that I can no longer deal with. There is no reason to tolerate her lies, false accusations, intolerance, racism, and gaslighting. It's better for me that I tell her to get out of my life. I also mentioned that if she comes to my house uninvited, I'll have her arrested for trespassing. I want nothing more to do with her. It's sad. Her family is wonderful.
 
Rough day.

Kinda hitting a wall where everything that does not include being horizontal will result in physical punishment. #fatigue

Was an idiot earlier this week and went for a little hike with the huskies. Days later… :shrug:

I’ve fairly been physically active for most of my life. Nasty habit, apparently. :lol:
 
Rough day.

Kinda hitting a wall where everything that does not include being horizontal will result in physical punishment. #fatigue

Was an idiot earlier this week and went for a little hike with the huskies. Days later… :shrug:

I’ve fairly been physically active for most of my life. Nasty habit, apparently. :lol:

Mojo I would imagine it would be difficult when you are physical active. FWIW the huskies probably really appreciated it :shrug:
 
Quite an interesting day in work shall we say. Mentally frazzled but we go again tomorrow and I'm (currently) quite enjoying the adversity and constant plate spinning / fire fighting.

Well Friday started with a kid scratching my hand up really bad then climbing on a window sill and kicking me in the throat when I tried to get him down :shrug: Some of the old boxing reflexes have obviously hung around and I managed to move so he just clipped me but I'm under no illusion that it couldd have ended really not great for me.
 
Not sure how long I can do this anymore. Got word a former patient overdosed tonight. I love this field so much but this shit breaks me every time. I need a break. A long break.
 
Mojo.

The process (personal, not legal, that part is fine so far) of getting divorced and moving forward still sucks. I feel like I want to be somewhere but it is gonna be a while before I get to that point on the road. Something like that. Gotta just accept the process and continuum. And let go of any specific outcomes.
 
Well let's just add to it. We are in a licensing survey and just did my part, the building tour for safety and security. The surveyor, on 3 separate occasions, just made up some random shit to tag me on and I'm not allowed to correct her. If I did correct her it is likely that she'll just make it even worse so it's ultimately not worth it. What I can do is explain to those above me that will see the report why it is wrong. It's just infuriating. I'm writing a plan of correction for something that doesn't need correcting.
 
Well let's just add to it. We are in a licensing survey and just did my part, the building tour for safety and security. The surveyor, on 3 separate occasions, just made up some random shit to tag me on and I'm not allowed to correct her. If I did correct her it is likely that she'll just make it even worse so it's ultimately not worth it. What I can do is explain to those above me that will see the report why it is wrong. It's just infuriating. I'm writing a plan of correction for something that doesn't need correcting.

ChatGPT to the rescue :embarrassed:
 
After several years and submitting thousands of job applications, I received an email from a local small town to set up an interview next week. Just reading it put an instant metric ton of anxiety on me, and I almost never experience anxiety nor fear. I call the HR director to set up the interview and they already had me scheduled, which is a good sign...I hope. I felt much better after the brief phone call.

I'm incredibly grateful to finally be considered. I know not to get my hopes up, but I remain optimistic. I usually interview well since I'm not the stereotypical introverted IT geek.
 
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After several years and submitting thousands of job applications, I received an email from a local small town to set up an interview next week. Just reading it put an instant metric ton of anxiety on me, and I almost never experience anxiety nor fear. I call the HR director to set up the interview and they already had me scheduled, which is a good sign...I hope. I felt much better after the brief phone call.

I'm incredibly grateful to finally be considered. I know not to get my hopes up, but I remain optimistic. I usually interview well since I'm not the stereotypical introverted IT geek.

Pulling for you Tig! You CAN DO IT!
 
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