i'm playing what it says on the scorecard, not a handicap number.
that's only when i'm playing on leagues, and they ASSIGN me one.
It's part of the guys strategy to break 100. Mindset and all that.
His gig is that uf you're always focussed on par you're on a hiding to nothing trying to play scratch when you're actually playing to break 100 as it'll crush your confidence.
If you add 1 to stroke index 10-18 and 2 to 1-9 (ergo this par 5 becomes a 7) then you can break 100 with bogey / double bogey aiming for these "pars"
Obviously it means nothing if you're playing against people for real but that opening par 5 usually flattens me but hitting the green on 4 then scoring a 7 felt like a real achievement today.