Appreciate it guys.
I know I wasnt perfect, and that's the hardest thing right now. Like...yeah, I spent some downtime doing stuff that wasnt work related. But I also stepped it up when it came down to the wire and would go above and beyond. Trying to convince myself that I'm not a total loser and failure, like.....yeah, I did do the best I could. Anyone close to the situation is going "Wow, she really wnet and screwed you...cant believe she actually did it".