that's exactly what I'm doing right now.
I had NOTHING yesterday, and today, I have enough for about 6 drinks, at my normal mix. which is WAYYYYYYY less than my norm.
might mix a bit lighter to make it seem like more...trick my brain kinda thing
and will have nothing tomorrow.
so tonight will give me a tiny bit of a buzz, and that'll be it.
s'funny, I spent
years sober, then, after my last incarceration, started drinking again.
though nothing like I do now.
ideally, that was when I should have left drinking AND smoking behind, since it's been years with no booze, and months with no cigs.
but in the last, say, 4-5 years, it's really taken off like crazy.
I mean, yeah, I'm more stressed than I have been since...ever...?
but still.
yeah, I occassionally binged like that in my 20's (I can recall drinking 60oz of vodka in a night once. ONCE)
but not a few 26's a week...
and the worst part is after a few days of that, my brain gets really wonky.
I can't explain it any better than that
*EDIT*
also, I"m not having one after another. I've heard of this "pacing" thing before, but I've only done it for gigs...